Hacking Hearts

We were hacked
and the most harrowing images
were hauled up in the middle
of a slide about risk and exposure.

[[Here]] again is the whole [[story]]:
the dark side of [[love]]
allowed without being
welcomed.

Have you learnt yet
how to keep your heart open in hell,
how to say no without hardening,
how to [[be]] neither helper nor helped?

Just the help,
at home in horrible beauty.


Traces

Referenced in

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Joy

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Khafi

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Nightwatch

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Secret Garden II

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Indebted

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Servate Fidem

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The Dot

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Floating Tales

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Spectral Silk

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Transcension

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Traces

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Telling Time

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Other Voice

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Sibghatallah

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